21 Jan the adventures of milestone the frog – quark!!
Ouch.
‘She got left behind.’
No children in my world then… :’-(
Oh what a mother I could be in any case! (Not a very competent one f the past 40 days is anything to go by)!!
In any case, I digress. . . This is supposed to be an adventure journal. .. and the past month (and 10 days), has been anything but!! (Lol). . .
I don’t want to say where I am, because I feel a little frightened here, but I have a lot of thoughts about this little regional town that I am in, on the Gippsland PTV line out of Melbourne.
There is one place to sit down and have a drink in this town, and I walked her on my legs. . . tomorrow I will tell you more. 🙂
It is so nice to finally feel like I am ‘back in my life’ in some way. And thanks for your help!
I have knots in my stomach.
And I don’t want to leave you with that sensation!
The train is my preferred mode of travel. . . I always knew that. But in situations like these, once I get on the train, I feel much less inclined to get off the train, as I do with road forms of transport. As I Mum said – I wouldn’t be able to get off a plane, but perhaps that is why that form of transport can be so incredibly scary. . . No way back once you are in the air.
And I know it takes time, and that it is probably boring for everyone. In any case, this is about the trains. . . I have been getting to know this Gippsland line a lot more over the past month. . . First I just needed to get to Bairnsdale. Then I finally got there, but it was not at all what I was expecting. )Not in a bad way, just not so, , , kind of , , , what I was expecting I guess). . .
It is all a learning experience, (( suppose)), teaching me to ‘get home’, if and when I need to. Perhaps it is the ‘unknown’ which is part of what creates this behaviour in me.
On that day it was my Chinese ‘friend’ who wanted me to get off that train, , , and not to get on the bus. . . I am not sure who this ‘third’ person is, or fourth person, , , if it is someone different to the first, second and third, , , but, , , they were ADAMANT. . . and I just want EVERUONE TO BE HAPPY!!
Then I lost another day, , , (or another FEW days if the truth be told).
I tried to get on the train every morning, but couldn’t, because of the psychological phenomenon that has come back into my life, , , and has not been here since my early 20s.
It is a pain in the proverbial. . . I am sorry I am such a duffer.
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